Pregnancy interferes with sex a lot sometimes. Especially the way we like it. This is our third child, and being a slave while pregnant still isn't really any easier. With the physical restrictions, emotional changes, and overwhelming pregnancy blahs, it is hard to be focused on the one thing in my adult life that i cherish most... serving my Love. Now before i give anyone the wrong idea... our children come first in all things, but for our life outside our children, serving Him gives me the very most pleasure.
I love my Master and He has been incredible through this pregnancy. I couldn't ask for better, ever. I know that He doesn't hold any of this against me... but how do i keep from holding against myself?