Life is good... mostly. If I was an only child life would be better, but for now I won't complain about that. I already told my mother what I think of her youngest daughter, so all is good for now.Luckily lately she feels the same way.
We have a visitor that came in today. She's sweet, but I already knew that because she's been here before. She is one of only two women in the world that I can honestly say I have real feelings for and am very possibly in love with. Master is too, which would be a good thing if she decided she felt the same way. Right now, however, that is not being discussed really because she just got here...lol... and we've had things go wrong or bad so many times. A heart can only be hurt so many times and she's been hurt too. No one wants to make anymore mistakes.
Love is a very funny thing. It can cause the greatest pain and the greatest joy all at once. It warms the soul but can burn the heart. There are many people out there that we have loved and/or opened up to only to realize that for what ever reason it wasn't going to work. It was not always someone's fault... sometimes things are not truly meant to be.
My dream is for this to work out and we all live our life together and happy. I can't make this happen... no one can... but regardless of what does, this little girl has a piece of my heart.
I can only pray that I don't fuck this up....