Life is craaaazzzyyy!
Luckily I like crazy...lol. The kids are good, Daddy is good, I'm good... we're all good!
Daddy has been amazing. I really don't understand how he keeps our little world running so smoothly. I'm not organized and far from patient, so this is something that just baffles me. Yet he does it, everyday. He sends me a to-do list most days that has things I need to accomplish. It's not a schedule because I just can't handle having to try and fit my daily stuff neatly into a little timed box. I am doing really well with my to-do lists though.
Daddy has been focused on my time management skills. He doesn't mind giving me the freedom to accomplish what I need to in my own way, but he doesn't like hearing about how I couldn't get things done when I had merely mismanaged my time. With 4 children, a full time college courseload (done online), and a full time job managing my time is insanely important. So I'm working on that.
My body is almost done the major part of the healing which means we can start playing very soon. This makes me soooo insanely happy and I know Daddy is excited too. He's been so patient through my healing, my migraines, and everything else that seemed to hit me after I gave birth. He has taken such good care of me. I can't even rave about him enough.
Everyday I seem to want to give him more and more of myself. It's wonderful to have that feeling after ten years of being together. We've been through so much together and we've seen the best and worst of each other. I want to give him my everything, without losing myself because he's demanded that I never lose myself.
Well, the dogs want to go out and the kiddos want attention, so off I go.... <3
