I'm positive I've used this title before, but I'm really not interested in thinking up a new one right now.
Christmas went well, but exhausted me. I'm still exhausted. I've been battling a migraine since last Sunday, and its getting no better. My neck hurts, my shoulders hurt, my eyes hurt, and I really just feel like whining about it. I've done a decent job at not whining to Master about it because I know Him and kitten aren't feeling well either.
This morning, about 5 am I developed an overwhelming craving for chocolate. Its a damn good thing that the powers above made sure I was broke and no one around me had chocolate, because that would have made my migraine a ton worse...lol. About the time I walked in the door from work, that time of the month hit... and hard. I've been fighting being doubled over in pain and once again wishing for a full hysterectomy.
Its a little after 10 now, and I wish I was asleep, but I'm just not ready to sleep. Its too hectic to really unwind and I'm a bit cold. I feel like I need to sleep with gloves on...lol. I already stole Master's socks, but He loves me and doesn't mind :). In a few minutes I'm going to put on my thick Tinkerbell sleep pants.
That reminds me... I need to find some fleece type material. I really miss being chained while I sleep but the chain is just too damn cold to be touching me in the winter. Master rarely ever enforces it because it really is too cold for me to handle. If I can wrap the chain in fleece or another warm material then I can be chained while I'm sleeping. I'd really like that. Too tired to do that now though....
Right now I'm just going to mess around online a bit, and wait for life to settle down enough for me to sleep some. I really want something, but I have no idea what I want so I can't ask for it. I'm just all kind of emotional today.
