It feels early, but its already 10am. I feel lazy because I'm just sitting on the couch with my laptop watching the baby sleep and the 3 year old act all crazy...lol!
I can honestly say that the emotional changes that have been going on inside of me feel weird. Not bad weird, just weird in general. Weird as in different, but I have no idea how much of it is post-partum emotions. I do know that a good spanking would do me a world of good though. I know that Master is aware of this too, but I still have 13 staples and probably shouldn't even consider the idea...lol.
Anyone who loves spanking, however, will understand that it would probably be easier for me to stop breathing than it would be to stop wishing for a spanking. I know its silly, because a few weeks is not the end of the world, but at the same time the need is so bad it actually hurts. Now if only my bottom hurt!
