Yep. I do a lot of that.
Getting back into the habit of blogging hasn't been easy by any means.... but its been beneficial and Daddy is really glad that I'm taking the time to start again. I think one of the things making it hard is that... well... I just had a baby...lol.
Life hasn't been exciting... the most exciting thing that has happened since I had the baby two weeks ago is that Daddy let me order pens that I just adore. I know... to a lot of you that is simply pathetic...lol. To me, its life. Life isn't always made up of the sexy or exciting moments. Sometimes it's really refreshing to realize that the little moments are divine.
What we're still working on is establishing the rules, consequences, and boundaries. We're doing really well with that. I have always been more drawn to the mental aspects of the lifestyle. I don't label myself anymore because everyone defines terms differently and I tired of the old submissive vs. slave debate. Who really cares what the label is as long as the relationship is working. And ours is working. Fantastically.
There's a saying that I used to hear a lot. You can't please 100% of the people 100% of the time. I would love to be pleasing to as many people as possible... or I used to feel that way anyways. I wanted people to like me and I ended up falling to friendships where people only liked me if I subscribed to their way of thinking. As soon as I showed a differing opinion I was no longer worth talking to. I hate that and do my very best not to be like that.
No idea why I started rambling.... sorry...lol.
Hopefully in the next few weeks I will have something fun and exciting to blog about.... but when a girl has just delivered a baby the cramping, bleeding, clotting, and migraines tend to take a front seat in her life. Sexy mental picture, huh?
Oh well.. Daddy is far more concerned with my physical state than the sex aspect right now anyways. He won't let anything happen to me... and I won't let anything happen to myself. After all, Daddy can't use broken toys =P
