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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Getting Ready to Update!

Things are going so well. He has been here since the beginning of January and we have been wonderful. We've had our moments, but who doesn't...lol.

I'm 27 weeks pregnant with our 4th (and last) baby. When I started this blog I was pregnant with the little man...lol. Funny how things turn around.

We have been experimenting with new kinks, which is fantastic. I will totally blog more about that later. I intend to start keeping this blog up again. We are communicating so much better and learning and growing together. I discovered that I love roughness... which of course is balanced with the fact that I am growing a life inside me...lol.

This pregnancy has been crazy with medical issues. Having Him here by my side makes it all so much less scary and so much easier to handle. The support I feel from Him is amazing... and taking care of Him and our kids makes me completely fulfilled.

The last year has been a crazy and heartbreaking year. I lost 7 close friends and family members... the chaos plays a huge part in our separation. I lost the ability to communicate.... and He didn't quite know how to handle that.

Life is going good... and moving in the right direction.

Is it perfect? Nah... nothing is ever perfect.... and not being perfect is just fine by me =)