So, even though we had our amazing experience with the swinger's club on Saturday, I was having a Steven craving on Sunday. We had agreed to meet for a quick kiss that evening before he headed home from work, seeing that it was Father's Day and all. He is on vacation all of this week, and we knew that our time and conversations together would be limited.
After writing that post (and masturbating!), I sent him a text message that said I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU AND BE WATCHED.
Now, I figured he would say something like along the lines of that sounds great but won't work today.
Instead he replied by asking if I wanted to go to a porn theater that we have been to before.
Here is the deal with this place. It's skeezy. Somewhere that if you ran into someone you knew, you would just act like you didn't know each other. There are low quality porns playing on the screen, and chairs, couches, and more for people to do WHATEVER on. It's dark, hard to see, and mostly filled with men. Sometimes there are cross dressers, lots of guy/guy action, etc. The first time we went there, we didn't have sex. I gave Steven a blow job...there was another couple that asked us if we wanted to "play" and Steven nicely told them thanks, but no thanks. There is a roped off couple's section that is for couples only...and if you want someone that isn't a couple to join you, you have to go out into the regular part of the theater. So, when there are couples in the couple's section, men will gather around the roped off section and watch (and masturbate).
After that first time of being SO BRAVE, I decided that I could have sex there. It was fun being watched...even though I don't ever really make eye contact with anyone. It is just so NAUGHTY which is the appeal to me. Good Christian/business owning/super moms don't just do stuff like this, right? WRONG!!
So, when we went back a second time, I wore a skirt with crotchless panties underneath. I figured it would be less undressing, less of me exposed, but would be very functional. My sexy man with a perfect body has no issues being fully undressed in front of strangers!
We have gone a handful of times now...each time has been a bit different. A few weeks ago I went for the white skirt, hair up, glasses wearing look...a bit on the naughty side. I have experimented with pig tails another time...It's almost like acting, except we aren't acting. Still, it is a performance. When Steven pulls out of me and shoots his load into my mouth it's quite a show...we have it down to a fairly choreographed routine. It took a few times for me to get used to the idea that people could see me...and I really get into my sex zone where I tune everything out. Apparently one time there was a guy that was adding his two bits the whole time...wanting to see more of me or something. I didn't even notice. We have also had a guy quietly applaud after watching Steve cum in my mouth.
Steven LOVES the sound of his hand smacking my ass and the way it echos in the theater.
To me, what is hot, is how intimate it can be while being so not intimate at all. I know this doesn't make sense, but it is like that to me. It is like it is just the two of us, yet I know we are being watched. Our quiet little conversations that we have while there are punctuated with kisses, and NO ONE KNOWS WHAT WE ARE SAYING. These conversations are a huge turn on for me, and I am not entirely sure why...even if it is just Steven telling me just HOW BRAVE I am.
Maybe it is fulfilling my secret fantasy to be a porn star? An actress?
This last time, Sunday night, I decided to spice it up a bit and add some thigh highs and a garter belt to the "porn theater look"...which, when Steve had me bent over the back of the couch, the straps served as great handles...super hot...
I also am wondering about choking during sex. I LIKE IT. Which shocks me. Steven tried it for the first time awhile ago, and apparently my reaction was enough of a hint that I enjoyed it. I figured out a few months ago that I like having my face slapped too...it was totally a fluke while we were messing around and he lightly smacked my cheek. I WANTED MORE. It's so bizarre how much it turns me on...I would love to hear from others that like this (or choking). When we were at the theater on Sunday, Steve reached around and grabbed me around the neck. It was such a turn on I could hardly contain myself! I am leery of the slapping in public though, which I guess I need to get over. Two consenting adults in a place where all that is sex is acceptable shouldn't concern me. I am not quite totally okay with this yet though.
Going to a place like this was unheard of to me before Steven. I love this aspect of our relationship...I call it our dark side. We both have sides to us that are unconventional, not the "norm", and would shock the hell out of everyone in our real lives. What are the odds that the two of us would find each other? It is so great to be able to explore this side to me that I didn't even know existed. It's liberating too...I get such a high after doing something like this, it is unreal.
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