Last night I was laying in bed and happened to look up at the window. I noticed that the belt (only used for punishment) was hanging up on the window. So being the inquizitive little girl I am I asked Master what it was there for... and He laughed and said "a reminder". I giggled too, but the truth is that the belt is no laughing matter. The last time I got the belt was when I hit one of those stupid yield signs in the middle of the road..lol. Yes, I still think it was funny... but I didnt find the spanking very funny.
Thinking about that made me think about punishment. Punishment, for me, is highly necessary. I feel most loved, safest, and most secure when I know that He is looking out for me. I feel purged and clean after punishment. I feel like no matter how out of control I feel, or may act, He will be there to keep me under control... in a way safe from myself.
Thinking about that makes me smile.
