See the light at me
searching from many years...
My spirit flies to you
Now i guess it saw
I Dance with the wind
I´m flowing to your dream
You can lose your fear
You can change your life.
- The lyrics to My Spirit Flies to You.... one of my favorite songs... it gives me peace and comfort :)
Yet, that has nothing to do with this post....lol. My staples are being removed on Thursday... and I can't even express how happy that makes me. The after pregnancy symptoms are not even close to what I expected which means that playtime can probably resume earlier than I had hoped for. This is also so wonderful because I know I would benefit from a good beating now. And I am not talking about a simple spanking... I want a beating that takes me to my limit and maybe a bit beyond. Honestly, that I need to wait until after my 6 week post partum checkup for because I don't need bruises I don't feel like explaining...lol!
Despite, or maybe because of, my last few posts, things are actually going very well for me and us. I feel like we are becoming stronger as a family unit, and that we are communicating effectively. I am growing in my spirituality which is assisting in my growth as a slave, mother, and person. I am really excited about the changes taking place inside of me... and I pray that I can keep the self discipline needed to continue the growth. The growth feels great and gives me real peace and comfort.
I wanted to go for a walk last night, just to be outside with nature... but Master wouldn't let me. He wouldn't even go with me..lol. He said that I didn't need to be walking around the neighborhood at night when I still have staples and such. But He did say we would this weekend. He is being so wonderful and so supportive. I knew He would though.... hell, thats how we've lasted the last 9 years...lol! We are always there for each other... and always support each other in everything we can. I love that about our relationship. Neither of us are afraid to tell each other anything... we may carefully choose our timing, but in the end there are no secrets between us. I really believe that is what has made our relationship rock solid. Communication and trust really can overcome anything.
And thats my post for today.... gotta go take the littlest Master to some appointments and get him weighed again!
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