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Friday, April 23, 2010

So I have a few minutes...

The girlies are still sleeping and the boys are chillin so I figured I'd update again while I'm thinking about it.

The baby is beautiful and for the most part a great baby. He's so mellow and laid back... its hard to believe he's mine...lol!

Today Daddy wants me to do some thinking about what elements I would like to see in our relationship. That should be fun. It's good to get back on the same page and re-evaluate our options and such every now and then.

I'm still trying to kick this cold.... it doesn't seem to be an infection anymore but its certainly no fun. I hate it a lot.

I'm finally starting to feel more like myself. Life doesn't seem like a burden anymore. I feel lighter, happier, more giggly, and more together. Of course that leads me to being more sarcastic and teasing, but hey... it works...lol! I was in a bad place emotionally when I found out I was pregnant. My doctor remembered that and asked if I wanted the xanax back, and I don't. I feel like I have regained myself and I feel stronger and put together. I really feel like life is heading in the right direction.

I had my staples out from my c section on Wednesday. I'm so glad those damn staples are gone. My tubes are tied... no more babies ever. As soon as the healing is done the fun can begin again =).

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